- 6 years ago
- Wedding: November 2013
That might sound a little retarted but in a sence its true :/ Im 22 and still live with my parents. It was just to get me through college to I could save up and move out when I graduated. Now, Ill be staying with my parents till I marry next year. Which is fine. I rarely see them since I am ALWAYS busy with work and they are always out doing something so I paths rarely cross. But when they do Im always so intimidated by my mother. Im a Director for a dance company and when I go there I always have a deminor like Im in charge. When I go to my fiances house to cook for him or our friends I always knock everything out quick and make a wonderful dinner. But when I want to make a wonderful dinner at my house for my family I always mess something up! Im always so nervous and I start to forget things. I made a smoothie for my fiance and dad last night and it was SO GOOD. I made one for my mother this morning (same way) and for some reason it didnt turned out as good and she started saying you could add this and it would taste a little better :/ I can teach 600 college students dance and take control but when Im in my mothers presence I coward down, Im clumsy, I hate talking wedding because shes more likely to say well I like this better. When I like something totally different. I will stand up to her but I hate too. Because I know I will get the rath of her pouty-ness or the silent treatment. Ugh. The weird thing is I dont even know why I want to impress her so much?! Maybe to show her Im in control of my life and I will be just fine….Idk. All I know is whenever my mother is around and Im trying to impress her it goes the exact opposite way.
All well. Sorry I just needed to vent. Any other bees that get like this around there mom?