- 5 years ago
- Wedding: October 2014
The title to this probably sounds worse than it is. Hahaha. I got engaged over Christmas, and I am soooo head over heels excited for the wedding. And perhaps I feel this way because the wedding is sooo far out still, perhaps its because there’s been a flurry of engagement activity on FB, but I’ve been thinking about the few months before we got engaged and how exciting it was to think about actually getting engaged.
Wondering how it would happen, what he would say, when it would happen, what the ring would look like… and then RIGHT AFTER, and how excited everyone was and figuring everything out (theme, venue, vows, time of the year, endless possibilities I hadn’t yet ruled out)… it was such a rush.
Perhaps I’m just settling into it now and used to thinking about projects regarding flowers and chairs, and chargers, and dresses…. and I’m so happy for all my friends who ARE getting engaged right now. But… I miss it. Hahaha. It’s like it was this big moment in my mind, this turning point, and it happened (with the man I adore more than anything!!!) but now it will never happen again. Haha, and that’s sorta sad in a way.
Anyone else every feel that way? If so what did you do?