(Closed) Does anyone not like the person that wedding planning has turned them into?

posted 5 years ago in Emotional
Post # 3
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Worker bee
  • Wedding: June 2014

I myself have no felt like this, but I think mainly because I witnessed SO MANY of my friends become different people while engaged.  At least for me, I was so horrified and turned off that my friendships with them actually suffered for a few months after the wedding.  I always swore that I would never making wedding planning a part of my identity, so I try really hard to stop planning as soon as things stop being fun and exciting.  After all, it’s just one day–the days and years after that are much more important.

 

I think there is a lot of pressure to have a certain type of wedding.  Pinterest and Facebook don’t help!  You start questioning what you really want.  Just think about you and your fiance, and what makes meaning for you two.  

Post # 4
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Bumble bee
  • Wedding: May 2013 - Walt Disney World

I don’t really feel like I’m turning into a different person because of the wedding planning.  I am definitely more stressed out because of it, having never really planned anything bigger than a kid’s birthday party or a work meeting.  But I will say (and believe) that there are only a few times in a person’s life where you can be a little selfish and it’s okay, and your wedding is one of them. So I have my pretty dress and shoes and plan to have my hair and makeup done and eat yummy food and have pretty flowers, and get to share it all with my love, family and friends.

Post # 5
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Buzzing bee
  • Wedding: July 2012

You’re not alone! I feel that way too!

I never wanted to get married, never dreamed of my future husband or anything (I was all set to die alone and upside down in a pub toilet until I met fiance!), so just having a wedding is so counter to everything I’ve ever wanted that I’m spending all this time trying to organise something I hate and don’t want.

But at the same time I still want it, because this wedding is a lot smaller and more basic than fiance and his family wanted, so I want it to look good for them, rather than have them think “We were going to have a real wedding but LadyElva stole that opportunity from us!” I usually don’t care what anyone thinks, so I hate the feeling that I have to ‘impress’ my future in-laws with a freaking wedding that I don’t want anyway!!

It doesn’t help that I also hate what wedding planning has turned the in-laws into either Wink

Post # 6
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Buzzing bee
  • Wedding: September 2013

@MissSapphire:  +11111111111111111111111

Post # 7
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Buzzing Beekeeper
  • Wedding: August 2013 - Rocky Mountains USA

@MissSapphire:  I can relate.  Even though we’re having a casual, non-pretensious shindig… I’m still feeling more consumeristic than I’d like to.  I’ve bought like 5 pairs of shoes online in the past 2 weeks (but will return 4-5 of them!)  I spent $200 on turquoise jewelry from eBay this week!  Ack!  I also just spent $40 today on cheap plastic photobooth props from China (sunglasses, wigs, etc). 

On one hand I definitely get the endorphin kick from shopping, like most women – so this has been fun.  On the other hand, I feel bad generating all this consumerism.  Not to mention all the paper waste resulting from stamping out a gazillion paper dots out of construction paper to make paper dot garlands.

Plus I just waste so much TIME thinking about all of this!  I have 2,000+ posts on this website!  I could have written a freaking novel or gone skiing 20x with that amount of time.

So yeah, the waste of money / resources / time / mental energy is kind of a bummer.

Post # 8
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Busy bee
  • Wedding: June 2013

PHEW! i’m not alone.

Planning a wedding has made me even more emotional. I take things the Fiance says and blow them completely out of proportion. As he looks at me with the most confused look ever.

I am being very critical of how I look. I am critical about where I am in my life career wise and how I don’t want a write up in my hometown newspaper because of this. I am critical over the plans because I want everyone to be happy. All this worrying and stressing leads to lack of sleep and migraines which then lead to unhappy thoughts and more weight gain.

However once I recognized all this and said it out loud to the Fiance and some friends, I felt better and going to the gym became fun again.

Post # 9
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12247 posts
Sugar Beekeeper
  • Wedding: May 2013

I don’t like what wedding planning has done to my body image!

I was 138lbs and totally happy.

Now I’m 125lbs, obsessively count calories, and run six days a week. I have to force myself to eat, and when I eat unhealthily I feel physically nauseous. My Fiance and mother are both worried about me. But I can’t stop, because won’t I be more beautiful if I just lose 5 more pounds?

Only I’m never happy with 5 more pounds.

Post # 10
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242 posts
Helper bee
  • Wedding: June 2013

Trying so hard to not turn into someone I don’t know… but its so hard — people always are telling me to worry about this and that and I’m trying not to crack!!

Post # 11
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1735 posts
Bumble bee
  • Wedding: September 2013

@LadyElva: Wow, you just described my feelings perfectly. Everything you said is true for me as well. Except for the in-laws. Mine are great, thank goodness. It’s my own mother who’s giving me problems. Can’t wait till this is all over and we can all turn back into normal non-wedding-crazed people again 😛

Post # 12
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1656 posts
Bumble bee
  • Wedding: August 2015

At first when I was planning my wedding, the only thing I said was ‘As long as Fiance and I are married by the end of the day, that’s all I need’, but recently I’ve found myself being very nitpicky. I feel I haven’t gotten to the point of self-loathing but the closer the day comes the more anxious I get about feeling that way.

Post # 15
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755 posts
Busy bee
  • Wedding: June 2013

@MissSapphire:  

are we twins?! I am exactly the same way…the wedding has just made it worse. ugh.

Post # 16
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263 posts
Helper bee

I waited a long time to get married – so I let myself binge on wedding everything for first two months (talking to friends about it all the time, looking at dresses, rings, etc. etc. etc.) and now I feel better, but yeah – I have to keep reminding myself I was an interesting person with you know hobbies and other things to talk about before this whole wedding planning thing started 🙂

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