- 7 years ago
So, I am having one of those days, mainly due to the following:
-my birthday is coming up and I am creeping closer and closer to 35 and want children one day
-I have several weddings coming up this summer, two of which are for close friends who are my age.
I don’t necessarily want a birthday proposal or anything, as far as I am concerned any day would be fabulous to me – the sooner the better 🙂 But I had some little hints that got my hopes up, such as a lot of comments from the SO that he had special plans and that he knew exactly what he was getting me-which is unusal for him. He also said he was going to surprise me in what we will be doing as well – so I thought, oooohhhh maybe this is it!!! But now he has been asking me what I want to do for my birthday – like he forgot all about the fact that he told me he had planned it. Urg, maybe this good that my hopes are dashed now rather than on that day so I won’t be in a bad mood on my birthday.
Do you ever feel like somehow you are not yourself in this waiting process? I mean I am not usually the girl who reads what she wants to read into things and then pouts when it doesn’t happen – but here I am – “That Girl”.