- 9 years ago
- Wedding: July 2010
Soo the boy and I have been ring shopping/ looking together and separately for the last 6 months now. We (I) have calmed down with the "search" now, partly because i just want to be totally caught off guard when he finally does propose …So anywho, I have gotten allll caught up with Tacori rings for the past few weeks (didnt know about this jeweler until a few weeks ago) but I went on the website and ABSOLUTELY fell in love with a few rings, which i forwarded to the boy.
Pretty much after some discussion of him telling me not to get caught up in a ring itself, we are just searching styles, I tell him that the Tacori is my new fave top ring (for today, I tend to be EXTREMELY indecisive when it comes to certain things, so i will say this is the ring for the day…lol) to which the boy responds…YOU SUCK!!! After questioning him WHY do i suck, I realized what i might have done…..
So my mind started racing…has he already purchased / is in the process of paying down a ring for me? Have i completely now pushed off our timeline for engagement and marriage and enjoying the rest of our lives together just bc of some ring?!?!!?!? Yes, I know i will be wearing it for the rest of my life, but to be honest with you, I will be happy with whatever ring he chooses, so my heart kind of sunk thinking that i inadvertently made him change course bc he has paid for a ring that is no longer my top choice….
Im already edgy as to the timing of the proposal, what if i pushed us off track by a few months?!?! WHAT IF!?!!? I DONT THINK I CAN STAY SANE MUCH LONGER!!!!!!!