- 5 years ago
- Wedding: June 2012
So this is my new motto and I have been in heaven these past few months! My clothes fit wonderfully, my energy is up, and I’m down 10 pounds which would be more except I’ve gained a lot of muscle (great toning, not bulking!) I’m really focused on starting these healthy habits for our future family and for when we become parents.
I’m focusing a lot on eating REAL food and not the processed crap I used to put in my body. The gym is my priority and I love seeing how hard I can push myself and the gains I’m making. My friends have been teasing me a lot but are quickly shutting up when seeing my results and I’ve even inspired a few to jump on board.
Here’s the tough part and I know it’s all in my head but I can’t get past it. We got married 7 months ago and I get legitimately depressed when I realize that I couldn’t get it together for before the wedding. I feel absolutely disgusting and can’t understand how people could have thought I looked good. I know it’s in my head and I felt beautiful that day, but it really sucks that my damn wedding pictures could be a “before”.