Post # 151
I can honestly say that I felt the same exact way. It was so bad that I considered going to the hospital bc I felt so dizzy and weak from the heartbreak which I learned is completely normal. I lost my mom and the heartbreak from my broken engagement was more painful then that. My ex one day said he never wanted kids and didn’t want to be with me, moving out the next day. I had just bought my gown. I can’t describe the pain that I felt I was ashamed although I had nothing to be ashamed about. I am sharing this because I want you to know that you WILL get through this. I scoured the web for heartbreak help. Apparently Tylenol somehow helps with heartbreak and mental anguish. I found this girl online who got her heart shattered and she made a Breakup Bucket List of fun and bold things to do to make her feel better.
Know what made me feel better? Talking to people who have had broken engagements, divorces, bad marriages. You will be surprised at how common some things can be. It made me thankful that I broke free. I must have written a zillion letters to my ex which I didn’t send. I also found support groups for people going through divorces which I wasn’t going through but they encouraged me to join bc the concepts are the same.
Try your best not to contact him bc it impedes the healing process. I’m so sorry you have to deal w this.
Post # 152
I survived my cancelled wedding date!! Barely LOL I’m on the whole 30 right now so I couldn’t even open a bottle of wine or order pizza. Is this ever going to stop hurting?!
Post # 153
Hi! So glad you checked in! The Whole 30 is evil
Glad to hear you are hanging in there! And it does stop hurting. It just sort of fades away slowly. And then one day you can remember how bad the pain WAS, but it isn’t there anymore. There are wonderful things in store for you, Bee!
Post # 154
One day at a time. Good things are in store for you- I promise.
Post # 155
you can do it!!! It’s funny I don’t even know you but I felt super proud of you when I read your update!! In the future, you’re going to be so glad you went through this because you’ll have a waaaaay better life than you would have if you’d continued with you ex. I know cause I’ve been there. Great job, bee!!
Post # 156
yay, he sounded like such an assh0l3!!! lol
Post # 157
haha!! Totally. It’s like he knew I was talking about him because he texted me last night saying he “misses me”. Ignored!!!
Post # 158
yay! better things ahead. there are SO many sweet guys out there. if u have to have a guy, have a decent one 🙂