- 8 years ago
- Wedding: August 2011
Planning a wedding is suppose to be fun but I have not been feeling happy about it. I am happy about marrying the love of my life but not happy about planning this wedding. I get upset thinking about going to try on gowns or visiting venues because I have no BMs to go with me. I don’t have alot of close gfs and the ones I am kind of close to, I do not feel right asking to be my BMs or MOHs. I know everyone is super busy with work, school and family. I can’t even have lunch with anyone. Part of me just wants to go with Vegas and call it a day. But my fiancé wants the big wedding so I’m sucking it up to make him happy. He knows how I feel and he has been helping me with the wedding stuff but it just doesn’t feel right having your fiancé see you try on wedding gowns.