- 8 years ago
Hey bees.. I’ve been feeling down all week, I’m hoping writing this post and getting off my chest may make me feel better. The reason I’ve been feeling down is because I got a no RSVP from my cousin. Now, my cousin is older than me, and has lived far away from me my whole life… I mean I’ve probably only seen her 50 times in my entire life. But still, she is my cousin, I kind of thought she would come. Yes, there may be financial or other reasons, but I doubt it. I can’t help but take it personally. It doesn’t help that most of our yes rsvps so far are my fiances side. Yes, we do still have two weeks before they are due, and we haven’t even gotten any from people we know are coming, like my parents and my maid of honor. But still, I can’t help but think that most of the rsvps that haven’t come in yet will be no’s, and that noone from my side wants to come to my wedding. My fiance also has a large group of friends and family that is very close… and my family and friends are much smaller, and I am not one to get close to people easily. Sometimes it just makes me feel so lonely that I don’t have this big close family and group of friends.