- 5 years ago
I’ve just been feeling so down recently due to a lot of things happening at once. First off, on May 5th even BEFORE I started drinking for Cinco de Mayo, I either seriously stubbed or fractured one my little toes on my right foot. I have a 10K coming up in just under two weeks and haven’t been able to train for it at all. I can run about 3 miles comfortably, but I was really hoping to be able to run the whole thing. Now I’m thinking I’ll try and run at least 4 miles and walk/run the rest seeing as this is my first 10K and should maybe cut myself a little slack too. In addition to that, for the past 2 weeks I’ve been fighting what I thought was a yeast infection which is turning out to seem more like a bacterial infection from sitting in a hot tub/being in a wet bathing suit for several hours, which I see the doctor about tomorrow. I haven’t wanted to work out because of it and generally from just feeling gross and depressed from the constant irritation it brings plus not being able to have comfortable sex. I’ve also been having this irrational stress of feeling like it will never go away. On top of all of this, I feel frumpy and fat and my recent visit to the doctor when they weighed me in at 145lb doesn’t help at all. I feel so terrible like the vaginal issue won’t go away and I won’t have a normal sex life and I won’t exercise and just feel terrible all around. Oh, and wedding planning. Joy.