- 6 years ago
- Wedding: September 2012
i got married on the 16th of september this year, bit of background story me and hubby got together 5 years ago now and we already have an almost 2 year old. i fell pregnant on the implanon while i was still in college, manage to finish my course early at about 7 1/2 months pregnant, which meant i couldnt then use my new degree but i was happy to be a Stay-At-Home Mom to my little girl, other half wanted another baby straight away but i said no more until we were married! – fast forward to now and he brought up the conversation of another baby. i love children and part of me would love to get pregnant straight away but then theres this other part of me that is making me drag my feet.
our daughter has got to the point where she enjoys sleeping at grandmas every so often and we have regained a little bit more of a social life. ive finally got my figure back and the actual process of being pregnant and giving birth is freaking me out a little, which i know sounds mad because i’ve already done it once.
theres also a big elephant in the room which is that hubby REALLY wants a boy! im worried if i got pregnant with another girl he would just want to push forward to try again for a boy. he wants to find out the gender (we didnt with out first pregnancy) and im worried he will not bond with a baby girl bump.
he knows my fears and has told me he would love a girl equally but that he would want to try again for a boy after.
am i being daft in dragging my feet? anyone had this problem?