- 5 years ago
So no proposal, I knew it wasn’t going to happen but what girl still doesn’t have a tiny itsy bit of hope? I was ready to hold a breakdown and not cry when I would notice that it wasn’t going to happen but I can honestly say that I didn’t have to.
I felt HAPPY just to spent Christmas with him. for a second he made me “search” through a gift, he put a bunch of chocolates in a little baggie and said that I had to dig and finish all the chocolate to get to my gift, which could have been a way to hide a ring haha but no, instead at the bottom were some dollar bills. thoughtful? nope but I’m struggling financially so he knew it’d help me, I was reluctant to take it but he insisted.
I was happy not because of the money but because I was with him. I forgot completely about being mad or sad without a proposal haha made me realize how much I love him even without a proposal. 🙂
I did tell him that I’d reather him keep the money to put toward a “sparkly certain item” I wanted and he said that he’s saving for it so no need, so at least I know it’s on his mind! 😀