Post # 31
I’ve had a couple- when RSVPs started coming in was the first, I think. And definitely when our marriage license and rings came in the mail.
Still doesn’t feel quite real, most days, but I’m only a month out, now (!)
Post # 32
It wasn’t until my wedding day when I was by myself, all dressed up and about to go down the aisle, that it dawned on me that I was getting married. Honestly, though, in the year and a half that I’ve been married I still don’t “feel married.” Maybe it’s because I knew my husband for five years before we tied the knot or maybe I just didn’t have the emotional reaction I expected. I was disappointed in myself the longest time for “not feeling a certain way” but my adivce to you is not to beat your self up and just go with the flow of whatever emotions you have during your engagement/wedding/early marriage.
Post # 33
Yesterday, at a friend’s house I was talking about FH and my friend said “Darcy, he’s not your boyfriend, he’s your fiancé”. That was when I realised “I’m actually truly engaged”