- 6 years ago
- Wedding: February 2013
I woke up out of a dead sleep this morning at 6am realizing something was wrong with my dress. I kept thinking I’m not going to be one of those crazy ladies on tv, but boy was I hitting the reality wall hard! Other thoughts I had were I was just a plus size bride, but no, …bugging me in the deepest part of my consciousness was something was off, I wasnt liking my dress the same as when I first had picked it…what was it?!! Ahh, oh yeah, I took pictures at both that moment and at my first fitting for re-sizing. I looked, and I looked again, OMG, the original dress had a train and this one doesn’t!!!! Mind you it’s not a very long train, but I knew I weirdly just wasnt liking this dress, why did it look so normal and not wedding-like??! How could I miss something like the train. you may ask? Well having not too many friends avail to go with me I was doing most of my appts there alone… Thank goodness I had the forethought to have the sales lady take my picture on my phone! At the original appt she had even mentioned how the train can be busselled (sp?). Now it’s in at the seamstress that works out of her shop, it took me 2 weeks to figure out what the heck was different…did she take too much of it up, I kept thinking oh your being crazy like those crazy brides on tv….but NO, no I’m not!!! I have proof!! Pictures they took for me! Holy cow! It had me so stressed cuz of course its a holiday today (New Year’s Day) and they are closed…probably better so I can talk to them logically tomorrow. I almost ended up in the hospital today due to the stress, my stress all goes to my intestines and I could feel them ripping through my muscles and the burning and tearing…great! I do not need stress like this to affect me, this is an inanimate object! Thanks hunny for reminding me of that, I called him and he was awake even tho overseas, half way around the world. I sure do love him! My adrenaline tanked and phew, caught a few more Z’s, tomorrow will be a different day and now that I am destressed can handle things logically, rationally and not freak out on the girls at the wedding shop! And even better not from a hospital bed!! Wow, my first major Freak-Out!!
Tell me what your first major Freak-Out was/is??!! I really think it’s funny now, but sure isnt fun when going thru it. I have a different perspective on those shows, even if it’s ever so slightly, haha!