- 7 years ago
- Wedding: November 1999
I’m feeling a little down. Since High school, I’ve had three friends. Not three best friends, three friends total. One of them has completely stopped talking to me. That was the hardest because she was my best friend for many years. So I had two friends left. They both moved away for school.
In the beginning, I still felt close with one of them. She had a blackberry as well so I was able to message her even though she was out of the country. This was great because it felt like texting and I felt close to her. In the last few months she stopped replying to me. She was having lots of people go out and visit her so I know she was busy. She also did some travelling (she’s in Europe). So it totally made sense, the lack of communication.
My other friend, well, since she moved we haven’t been able to talk much. She’s very busy and doesn’t have a blackberry so we can’t talk the way I could with my other friend. We only had facebook and she was very slow to reply. (Again, understandable).
Anyway, in the last few days I’ve realized how out of touch I am with them. It’s hard enough being away, but not knowing whats going on with them is hard. They’re both dating someone now (which is huge because they’ve never dated anyone before), one of them is moving to another State. I learned all this yesterday and it was information overload. (I had emailed them both some pictures of the three of us I found and then I got replied out of them).
anyway, it’s kind of made me sad. I asked if I could skype with one of them this weekend and she said she couldn’t because she was going out with her boyfriend (time zone issues, we can only talk on weekends unless I want to keep her up until midnight).
I know this is normal. But it sucks.
I don’t know. I’m not looking for advice. i’m just getting my thoughts out. I don’t really have anyone to talk to except Fiance.