- 6 years ago
So over the weekend I went to lunch with my engaged friend, and then we went to Bed, Bath & Beyond to do her registry. We always have a great time together. It is just sooooooo harrrrrdddd to be around someone who is engaged when you want that too!! Blergh! She’s got a ring and a date and a dress and etc, etc, etc.
It’s not that I’m jealous of her… I mean, in a way it is, but we both have great guys and good relationships and are both happy and both looking for new houses. I’m really, really blessed. But she has timelines and specific dates. *sigh* I have no freaking clue when anything is going down. And, we were going to buy a house next year but decided to wait and save up for probably another 2 years so that we can buy our forever/dream home. I know it’ll all happen…. eventually.
Arrrrhjgsdjhfgsjhdfsjhs! I think when I finally get engaged I’ll feel better. I’ll feel like people will better understand how serious we are about each other. Not that their opinion matters, but I get tired of giving the “no we’re not legally married but we live as married and already feel married in our hearts” speech.
No real point to this rambling except to vent. 😉 Ah, well. At least I’m a bridesmaid and get to help with the planning and some fun stuff. Maybe it’ll help pass the time because her wedding isn’t until the spring.