- 6 years ago
- Wedding: October 2012
i decided to sell my wedding dress, why? Because i have no idea when/where or how ill be getting married. I feel like wanting a wedding was the only selfish thing i was doing for me, since ive always put other peoples [my family] needs before mine.(Ex; my dad had a car and was paying alot because he had bad credit and was behind in his payments, so instead of getting myself a car i got him a car, he pays it and everything but i could have gotten myself a car but i didnt.) i really really wanted to stand my ground and get married at my venue BUT i didnt, i cancelled my date and lost our deposit. I always thought hey i still have my dress! no matter if we just do a civil wedding, but things with buying a house have been progressing sooooo slow, that i have no hope at all with getting married. We want to buy a house since we have a LO and i want a stable home for her. Making the decision to sell my dress just made me breakdown, the one thing ive always wanted, i wont have. i know theres worse problems i could have but sigh i just feel like i wont have my desired wedding day…EVER.