- 7 years ago
- Wedding: March 2011
My wedding is on March 19th and I have turned into one those girls you see on that show Bridezillas!! I always thought they were ridiculous, tacky and out of their damn minds but now I am so on edge that any little thing sets me off! It was getting so bad that I got on Xanax so that I don’t murder anyone. I have already told my fiance who is in law school that he better be a damn good attorney because Imight need one! I honestly feel crazy and overwhelmed. I had two months to plan the wedding because my fiance were tired of being long distance for all these years and I am moving to Chicago to be with him so I als have to pack all my belongings on top of planning the wedding alone.
I flipped out on the hotel wedding coordinator yesterday and also on my coworker who has bullied me for a year and was acting like it was a personal offense I was committing against her for leaving. The xanax did help yesterday but I can’t take it at work because it will knock me out. I can’t beleiev how stressed, sad, excited and crazy I feel. I am usually an easygoing but right now I could rival most of those brideszilla show girls I make fun of. 🙁
I feel like I want to scream and punch someone if they aren’t doing what I need them to do for the wedding. I have my last fitting on Wednesday and I have already told my mom (who has a tendency to make stupid remarks about my appearance) that she better watch what she says or better yet say nothing because I will flip out.
The hotel coordinator promised me the moon in order to get me to sign the contract and now she is trying to change things and I was sick and tired of playing misses nice mouse so I let her have it. She promised me that I would have all day Saturday to setup and yesterday she tells me that i can start setting up at 5, MY CEREMONY IS AT 4! I lost it! PLEASE LET ME KNOW WHAT TIME YOUR VENUE IS LETTING YOU SET UP! I don’t think I am being unreasonable do you?? After I went crazy bride on her she texted me today saying the cake can be dropped off at 2:30 and the set-up can begin at 2:30. What do you all think of that time???
Please I need advice. Thank you so much