- 8 years ago
After months of being a ball of tears because he would not propose, i’m content now.
I know he will marry me. I know that. I know he loves and adores me and we will be married before we have children (so before i am 28). We’ve discussed that. He is entiredly devoted and loyal. He told me before he needs me to back off so he doesnt feel preassured and he can decide the perfect time to propose. I can do that. He will be worth the wait.
I realized that i had the false idea that having a ring on my finger would somehow mean our relationship was perfeect. That marriage would show the world we were happy. But i know alot of engaged and marrige people. I know alot that should NOT be together. They decided marriage was the next logical step, even if they werent really happy.
I am genuinely happy with my SO. And every one knows that. When he is ready, we will get married. And even if he NEVER wanted to get married, i think i would still be with him. Because he is everything i ever wanted.
So smile waiting bees!!