- 8 years ago
Me and the Boyfriend or Best Friend have been LD for the past 4 years of college (we see eachother when I’m home on breaks though). I’m at the point where I’m completely stressed out writing my thesis, handling approximately sixteenthousand projects, and haven’t been home since the middle of August. Through all this stress, I’m feeling especially perceptive to any sort of shortness or snippiness. And Boyfriend or Best Friend was both to me today. And then, he was asking for some LD loving, and I just about broke down because I feel like that’s all he ever wants from me (when it’s completely not true). I’m just feeling emotionally neglected and can’t stand being away from him anymore. It’s just been one of those weeks that you know you need a hug from, and I know I’m not going to get one any time soon.
We just had a massive fight, and I know it’s my fault because I’m so stressed and can’t process anything correctly right now.
Urgh, I just want this LDR to be over, so we can be together, in person, again. Please, tell me I’m not alone in this.
And, not to mention, I am waiting, but waiting for what? I love him more than anything, but I don’t feel like we’re ever going to take that next step.
Sorry for the vent.