- 4 years ago
- Wedding: February 2012
past 2 years of TTC, fighting PCOs, going through IUI once and failing it…I finally decided to just believe one day I would have a child on my own.
This month had a very strange period, was due on 12th and instead of getting my period I got very light pinkish spotting that lasted 3 days. I wish I had paid heed to it but I really didnt. Eventually on the fourth day, it became darker and I finally got my period that lasted a whole week, bleeding was severely heavy. Had acute pain in my uterus and after 2 days a clot came out while I was peeing…it felt like that clot was something really odd and of a bigger size than I have ever seen before come out of me.
Went to a doctor who checked my uterus, found nothing wrong with it I was still spotting red blood on account of which doctor gave me meds to stop my bleeding as it was 8th day already. In fact doctor showed me the tiny pearls of eggs that are not of proper size this time around.
Just to make sure doctor gave me an HCG test and the level came out to be 5.3 …this is 12 days after my spotting first started, the pathologist commented that it was a positive pregnancy result. But my doctor says that the value is so borderline it cant really be confirmed and with my situation of PCOS I really cant concieve without medicines.
I just feel certain and sad at the same time knowing I’ve lost a gift from God…and my baby is lost… need some advice or any words to help me through this phase.