- 2 years ago
- Wedding: October 2020
Literally me right now. I haven’t quite started planning, just kind of dipping my toes into it by casually drafting guest lists here and there, researching venues and vendors, thinking up realistic wedding aesthetics and goals – and that’s when I have brief moments of “Holy crapola I have no idea what I’m doing and we have no money and we never host anything like parties so will our family and friends actually come and will they even have a good time and will WE have a good time and I don’t even know where to start right now”
During those moments I have brief fantasies of eloping or at least changing it to a super small thing of maybe 25 people but I KNOW I’d regret it because I’d want to celebrate with extended family and friends that I don’t get to see very often and miss a lot. Which of course bumps up the size of the guest list, size of the wedding, adding costs and then we’re back to the “maybe we should just elope” panicking stage.