- 6 years ago
- Wedding: January 2014
We got engaged eight months ago on our 4 year anniversary well not the exact date. It was a very very low key affair. It happened in the house, i was quite disappointed as there was no special extras, though the ring was hand made and designed by us. We decided we wanted a winter wedding abroad in the snow. We decided to tell a few close family members and friends that we where thinking about a years time. Lets just say my bubble was burst, this didnt suit a few people for different reasons so we decided to move it to the following year. Over two years from our engagement! We didnt have an engagement party because it was christmas season and we thoought that we were getting married in a year anyway so there was no need. When people ask have you set a date my partner always says no. He doesnt want his family to know because there are a few older relatives that will not beable to attend and he doesnt want to offend them. But this is really frustrating for me because i fell like I cant celebrate and all my ideas are secrets. My enagagement is just not what i expected. I dont even feel like im engaged. I just want to be married to the man i love and i dont want to wait, but i want the wedding of my dreams since my engagement was a let down. Im just having a rant.