- 5 years ago
- Wedding: October 2013
I’ve been lurking on this board for a few years now and just finally decided to jump in. Little background the SO and I have been together for almost 5 years. We have a wedding date set for Oct. 19th 2013. I told SO I wanted a year to plan, we got into a fight on the 19th of this year because he had no intention of proposing.
He finally got the ring and has been sitting on it for about a week now. I kept hoping it was going to be this weekend, but it appears today he also has no intention. He asked me today if I wanted to go up to bridal vail falls tomorrow (it’s one of our favorite spots) and bees I don’t want to get my hopes up.
I was pretty bummed when I got off work this afternoon and nothing happened and now I know for sure it wont because he made plans for us to go to a friends house for dinner (and he knows I want a private proposal). I’m just bummed out today.
SO knows I have wanted marriage for the last two years. Imagine my excitment when he was finally ready and we picked a date together. EVERONE knows our picked out date. I’m just sick of being “Engaged to be engaged”. I also hate being the last of my friends to get married. I have literally seen every single one of my friends start a relationship and then wed in under a year.
I’m tired of being asked if I’m next. I just want it to happen already. I feel I have been pleanty patient! I’m trying to keep my cool about tomorrow because I don’t want to be disapointed. I know all of you have felt this way at least once……needing some comfort today 🙁