- 4 years ago
- Wedding: August 2015
Ok so ill try to keep this short. My bf and I have been together 6 years. His brother and gf have been together for 2 years. Well they got engaged and my bf finally decided it was time. We always knew we were gonna get married just didnt have the money. Waiting to start our carrers. Well my bf purposed a month after they did. Now even before we all got engaged my sister in law told me constantly how she feels bad for me cuz weve been together so long and were not married yet. They always told me they would let us get married first. Well me n my fiance set our date the other day and now she refuses to pick a date after ours. I haven’t asked her too or anything its just obvious that she doesnt want to wait. We are getting married at his parents house. Were renting a tent. Now there doing the SAME thing. Now im jus miserable in my whole situation because now only half of my fiances family will probably come. And im constantly feeling like shes trying to out do me. I dont have any friends. My Maid/Matron of Honor is my younger sister. So ill be planning my bridal shower and batchlorette party. She has a twin and an older sister. There helping her with EVERYTHING. there throwing her this amazing bridal show and batchlorette party. I just dont feel excited anymore. Its probably wrong for me to feel this way. But ive never had a day about me. Never had anything of my own. It just sucks.