- 5 months ago
- Wedding: October 2016
Bees I need some insight.
I’m 35, and I work at a nursing home coordination activities in Dublin, Ireland. I love my job, I really do, however it does not pay much ( 1500/1800 euro a month).
My parents gave me opportunities to study but I never took them, and it was partailly their fault, I was always the bad sister, my older sister was always better and best at everything, actually the other kids were always better than me. My parents were always figthing, my household was always very abusive, I had 3 people always tell me down.
Anytime I tried to go to college, I heard that voice in my head telling that I can’t handle, that I’m not good enought etc, I still hear this voice, however I really want to study something, but I don’t now what.
I love painting, and arts, I took drama classes when I was a teen, but never went to the profession.
I like phycology, but I don’t think I can manage a full time job and University. I’m outgoing, love working with people, I used to teach English in south america but here I can’t since I don’t have a college degree.
I would like some advice, I talked to a theraphyst and I’ll keep talking to her, but I feel like I have no passion, well I like cooking, and I was looking into culinary school but is only full time classes so out of option.
Eeveryone I know has a degree, but me. I feel so behind and lost, and sometimes, not all the time, but sometimes even less than everyone else.
Please, could you bees, give me some guidene, a good carear path to follow in your opinion.
I appreciate all the advice.
Thanks – EuropeanBee