- 3 years ago
- Wedding: August 2016
https://www.dropbox.com/s/3kj6601b9xg4q8t/81915___.m4v?dl=0I cannot believe I spent 10 motnhs planning my wedding and got everyone super excited for it. I never really figired out how I wantd my hair for my wedding day. I went for several hair trials and none were exactly what i had envisioned. I wanted to still be me since I am known for having my hair down all the time , so I ended up deciding on leaving my hair down – which I was ok with but as I look back into my Same day edit video I feel i looked terrible not the bridal look I was expecting. Maybe it was just me,., or perhaps the dress called for another headpiece and my veil shouldve been placed further back and not so high up as it was during the ceremony. On top of that the ceremony was horrible , I had initailly planned to have an outdoor ceremony but my husband insisted it was his dream to get married church, so we had a church wedding. the day of, The priest and the ceremony participants ended up forgetting all that we went over during the reharsal. there was also confusion amon the organist at church and an organist the priest had contacted without my permission one said he was in charge of the cermeony while the other claimed he was suppose to play some of the songs 🙁 , the photgrapher kicked one of the small floating candle vases lined up on the aisle and there was a puddle which runner my aisle runner. Im so heartbroken ! I feel like I owe an apology to my all guests for lifting up expectations and not meetting them. On the bright side, the same day edit shows none of that but I dislike how I look.
My husband tries to convince me everyday That I looked beautiful, I do not complaint on purpose so that I can hear others saying im exagerating. I truly feel like it was not how I expected to look 🙁 Please help me with feedback/comments/ I want to put closure to this and forget about my wedding day !!!!!!!