- Miss T-Rex
- 8 years ago
- Wedding: February 2013
I love Mr. T-Rex’s family, soo much so that I decided happily I would go on their vacation with them because its at the beach and they are such a wondeful group of people.
While I was packing (last minute of course) my niece asked me if she could come too, I told her no because it was with his mom, dad and sister. She promptly reminded me that I wasn’t family and I get to go (she’s only 3 1/2!) and that’s been my nagging problem in my brain since I agreed to go…
As much as I adore these people I am not (yet) a part of their family unit; his mom disagreed when I told them what my neice said, and called me her adopted daughter (awkward love) and his dad already mentioned needing grandchildren so he can watch animated movies (at which part he looked at me, jokingly I’m sure, still made me a LOT of uncomfortable but still I know I’m very loved with his family).
I’m really trying to tell myself that nothing is going to happen on this trip and that I’m just going to enjoy it for what it is; a 7 day relaxing holiday with wonderful people I enjoy. I am writing this from a cafe as I’m staring at the beach, Mr. T-Rex sitting across from me oblivious to my post, as he’s doing some last minute work. Kalua mocha frappe anyone? *loooong slurp* Mmmm….
But that nagging always hopeful voice in my heart is going, “maybe…. maybe this time something will.” I drive myself crazy!
Always much love and sympathy to my fellow waiting Bees!