Post # 1
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Bee Keeper
Besides baby fever, how did you know when you were really ready to start TTC?
Darling Husband and I have made the decision that we want to start TTC. Since I am high and also on a few medications I have been working with my doctor for the last couple of months to prepare my body and we should have the green light by October. I was so excited about this and now I am starting to panick. I am a worrier by nature for Darling Husband just tries to reasure me when I get worried that we are ready and will make it work. I guess I’m not worried about being a mother it’s more about the money. I will be a Stay-At-Home Mom and since Darling Husband is self-employed I get anxiety sometimes that something will happen and we won’t be able to afford the baby. I would be devestated if we had a baby and I had to go to work and put my child in day care, I knew from the time I was little that I wanted to be a Stay-At-Home Mom.
Thanks for letting me vent a little and if anyone wants to share how they knew or how they worked through their worries that would be great 🙂
Post # 3
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Helper bee
I know exactly how you feel in terms of “affording” a child. I want to be a stay at home mom myself and my husband is also self employeed and although things are good now I worry about the future. It doesnt help that I am the youngest of four and all my siblings were able to either stay at home or their wives were able to. My mom allllways says comments like “Do we need to talk to your husband” about her beliefs on staying home. I assure her this is something we both want… I just hope its something we can do. I know everyone feels differently about this issue but it would litterally break my heart to have to put my child in daycare and not spend every moment with them. I already itch to get home if my husband is home an hour earlier than me from work haha. Imagine a baby!
Post # 4
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@Noname- It sounds like you have the same exact feelings as me. And Darling Husband is so excited to start trying that when I tell him my worries he just says how stressed out it makes him feel because he will do whatever it takes to make it work. I guess he has been slow this month and that has caused the panick to set in. But I know its just for these few weeks. It also doesn’t help that no woman in my family has worked when their kids were little and my brothers business is doing so well that his wife is starting to stay home just because she doesn’t have to work and we are the same age.
Post # 5
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Helper bee
@roxy821: Not to totally freak you out, but when you do get pregnant, the worry doesn’t go away. It gets worse. I am a money-worrier on a good day, but throw in something big, and it’s all I can do not to freak out (I was insane about my wedding budget, people thought I was nuts).
You just never know what life is going to throw at you. My husband and I were completely financially prepared for one child and then surprise! Twins! So we are really worried about finances now. But we just have to figure that God will provide. He is the one who blessed us with these children so we have to trust that He will give us the means to provide for them.
Don’t mean to step on toes if you aren’t religious, but I think you just have to move forward and realize that there will always be what ifs. You just have to trust that everything will turn out OK. Listen to your DH!
Post # 6
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@lilybay- Congratulations on the twins! I am an extreme worrier I was awful with the wedding and buying a house and somehow we managed. Our wedding song was “Have a Little Faith in Me” and it’s perfect for us because I just need to trust in him that he will provide for us, he is one of the hardest workers I have ever known. And you are right, I need to trust in the fact that God has a plan for us and we will be able to face whatever comes our way.
I guess I am just always worried about making the wrong decisions. I feel like we will make it work but if we wait another couple yrs we could be in a better financial situation. But who also knows where we will be in another couple yrs. Darling Husband believe that it doesn’t have to add up on paper but we’ll make it work.
Post # 7
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Buzzing bee
EVERYONE has this freak out that you are having when you decide to TTC. We decided at the 1 year mark to start trying, and I had a MELTDOWN of epic proportions about a month ahead of time. Mine was about how everything was going to change and how I like my routine, etc. But then the sheer terror went away and I made peace with it. Unlike some pps, my fear and paranoia didnt get worse-it al but went away, Yes, I still have freakouts here and there where I absolutely LOSE it and melt down and sob, but it passes. Here is the way to look at it – you will never be in the financial/personal/etc place you want to be to start TTC. There is never a “perfect” time to do it. So just go for it.
Post # 8
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@KellyV- Thanks. You are saying exactly what I am hearing from Darling Husband and my mom. In excitement we told my mom so now all Darling Husband and my mom talk about is this baby and the name, shower, sports, etc. and I am over here having a panick attack and I feel like noone understands. Thank for sharing that you had a freak out before as well.
Post # 9
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Helper bee
I agree with Lilbay– evey though sometimes things feel almost unatainable it works out for ppl everyday. You find a way to make it work
Ironically my husband and I are looking for a house right now to buy… so that is added pressure as well. Ideally I would love to start a family in a house we own. But if things dont work out that way they dont and we will still be happy in whatever situation we are in
Have any of you guys seen the show extreme couponing? I watched about 3 hrs worth on Friday night and one of the girls has like a 2 yr supply of diapers and no kids!!! She got all of these diapers FREE with coupons. I was like she is crazy she needs to donate that to someone so it doesnt go to waste. Then she talked about how she doesnt have kids now but will someday and will be prepared… Is it crazy that I thought of creating a stash for myself haha 🙂
Post # 10
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@noname- Those people are insane. It’s not like they get useful stuff for free, it’s just that they are addicted to getting free items even if they don’t need it. Where is the meat, veggies, juice, milk, etc.?!
Post # 11
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Helper bee
hahaha I know!! but definately has inspired me to look for diaper coupons 🙂
Post # 12
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Buzzing bee
@roxy821: Yep, thats why we didnt tell ANYONE when we decided to start TTC. They would have talked about nothing else and been all in our business, and we didnt want or need that extra stress. You stress enough on your own because its such a HUGE decision. Sometimes people dont get that their excitement makes things worse-not better
Post # 13
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Sugar bee
@roxy821: I freaked out too because EVERYTHING changes and I felt like I was the only one who had to deal with it since my husband isn’t carrying the baby, doesn’t have to stress about how he’ll look after it’s born and won’t be leaving his job (but he has been super super supportive and he is taking extra classes so he can get a pay raise).
I agree that there’s never really a “right time” but there are people who make it work with so much less than what I have so I know it can be done. 🙂
Post # 14
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@KellyV- I know, and then you feel awful having a meltdown when the people you love are being so supportive.
@Camrie- I think that sometimes, but I know DH’s life will change a lot too in order to support us. Glad that your husband is being so supportive. I have a secret addiction to Teen Mom and everytime I watch and episode I think well if they can do it then I can. I’m married own a house, educated, etc. lol
Post # 15
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I feel like it’s very normal to freak out over money when having a baby. I don’t work due to health reasons, so it just made sense to continue that when the baby comes. I hate that I can’t contribute financially right now, but I know I’m doing what’s important, and that’s staying healthy to keep the baby healthy. We’re also buying a house, so that adds to the stress a lot.
For me, it’s helpful that we have a good support system around us. Both of our parents are nearby and always happy to help. My parents are always saying that they’re happy to help with money if we need it. While of course I never want to have to take them up on that offer, it’s nice to know our baby will always have food and a roof over her head.
Post # 16
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Helper bee
@Roxy821 Are you the same gal who is a huge huge planner? I seem to remember you saying something about a pre-conception doctors visit and all that good stuff.
To put some things into perspective for you, my sister had a baby December of 2010 and was in NO WAY emotionally, financially, or anything else prepared. She was living in an old machine factory with her boyfriend and had to spend the entire 9 months of her pregnancy doing renovations, finding money to get basic heat and electricity in the place, and then pay for everything else for the baby. She had a great support system, but the reason I’m bringing this up is just because if SHE could do it in her circumstances? I am confident anyone can. My Darling Husband also had a friend of his get a girl pregnant very young. Dude had tons of problems but still was able to raise a gorgeous and intelligent now 10 year old girl. Bottom line, once you’re pregnant you and your spouse will do EVERYTHING and ANYTHING to be able to take care of that baby. I don’t think anyone is just entirely care free about pregnancy, as women we all have preconcieved notions which can turn out not to be true and fears about many things.
How about trying to change your mentality about it a little bit? Worst case scenario is you having to MAYBE work PT if you guys get into a pinch and I’m more than willing to bet it wouldn’t even need to be that. Again, this is WORST CASE and something your husband has said he would prevent at all costs. Additionally, with all of your family being SAHM’s there has GOT to be someone who could watch your LO if something did happen financially where you needed to contribute. Again, these are WORST CASE scenarios.
Give your husband a ton of credit. While I know women get the short end of the stick for having to carry the baby and deliver your husband will carry around the stress and to many men priviledge to provide soley for his family. That is an ENORMOUS undertaking for a person which lasts much more than 9 months. You’ve got a man willing to do anything to bring a child into this world with you. You sound like the luckiest girl in the world!
