I swear I posted; not sure what happened..
Appearance: I struggle with my flufflyish curly hair, and wear light makeup. Wish I could have a professional tell me what to do for both!
Clothes: Dress fine for work but very casual otherwise. Lacking much fashion courage.
Cooking: I do light cooking and either it happens on Sunday or it doesn’t happen at all. Great and healthy work lunches but lazy at night (coco puffs anyone?)
Health: Thin but out of shape. Bit lazy. Love cheese and pasta. And nutella.
Home: Pretty decently when it’s under my control, but I live with roommates and two dogs, and while they don’t leave messes everywhere, neither do they seem to ever clean much. My room and bathroom are pretty decent and I vacuum all carpet weekly (it’s still not enough; I adore the pups but jeepers).
Lifestyle: Introverted and hermity usually, likely more than is best for me. I visit friends and family but need to get out more! In an LDR, so we skype daily. Working on getting out more and hosting fun events. Love to travel.
Work: Low morale; bit of a sinking ship. Not very challenging; doesn’t utilize a LOT of what I learned. No opportunities for training, networking, career advancement, etc. Seeking jobs where soldier bf is. J I find myself unmotivated and discreetly doing personal things at work, but have managed good feedback and always contribute to projects and problems.
Money: I’m pretty good with my money for the most part. I have a budget, I pay my credit card, I have an excellent credit score. I really like Target though. I’m frugal generally and feel that paying more than $5-6 on fast food is expensive. I’ve even decided I don’t need an actual diamond ring.
Generally pretty content with life, but definitely stress about what our finances will be like when I move to my boyfriend if I’m not able to earn as much as I do now – plus what about the next place they station him? The place after that? We both have student loans we pay and I hate the idea of dipping into my savings for that. I’m pretty emotionally stable and happy aside from ADD and some anxiety. Trying to work on the state of our house, owning a bit less, and paying off my car early.
If you feel you are not where you should be emotionally, seek help! I agree with other suggestions about speaking with a doctor or even counseling of some sort. They may help you identify where this is all stemming from.