- 4 years ago
- Wedding: July 2013
Hello Bees, I’m getting married next month and I have had so many family feuds I feel totally disheartened as to what on earth I did this all for in the first place. It was my hen weekend a couple of weeks ago and my sister was awful, she drinks too much and on this occasion sobbed and shouted all weekemd and screamed at me its not all about you you know’. I’ve been trying to stay strong through my Mum being overbearing, people letting me down, people ignoring what I want, I’ve been through two blazing rows with my Mum and then my sister, I feel totally down hearted, everyone else is saying bet your excited, they are excited! I can’t wait ofr it to be over and I feel a heart broken. Am I being dramatic? Any advise bees for me to get all happy and myself again in these next few weeks, this is my day that we’ve worked so hard for, I want to enjoy it and the lead up too, is this natural what I’m feeling? Fiance always said he wanted to run away to get married now I understand why, why does it bring the worst out in people. Please tell me it’s all worth it.