- 6 years ago
- Wedding: May 2013
I am very embarrased to ask about this, but please be honest and understanding as much as you can.
My paremts had a very horrible divorce a year ago, I had to move out and they broke all contact with us children. On top of that, my friend recenly died in a car accident.
My fiance tells me that I am always crying lately because of my parents divorce and because I no longer talk to them. It scared me that he said that we are no longer having as much sex as we used to and that I am mostly not in the mood any more. I still find him sexually attractive, sometimes I just want to rip his clothes of but he also said that in the bedroom he is the one doing all the work. He wants me to do more and I know that I should but I just felt like it is his job and I am not as experienced.
I am afraid that he will find another, more experienced girl that knows what is she doing in the bedroom and that will satisfy him more than I can. I am so scared when I see him looking at another girl and I instantly think, could it be because I am not as good in the bedroom and she could be better for him.
I am so scared and I do not know what do to to improve in the bedroom. He was my first so I am not as much experinced.
What did you use and what is your suggestion?