- 2 years ago
- Wedding: March 2017
I had posted before on here about the nervousness I’ve been feeling about my upcoming wedding. The closer we get, the more nervous I find myself becoming. Any time my emotions are elevated, especially when I am nervous, I feel like my whole body shakes especially my hands. I’m so afraid of tripping or shaking or looking like a stupid shaky emotional mess in front of everyone. The worst is keeping my cool while saying the vows…
Some days I get excited at the thought of celebrating with everyone. We have a lot of out of state guests flying in and that’s really exciting for us. But then of course there are other times where I feel sick to my stomach at the thought of walking down that isle. I don’t want to have any regrets which is why we definitely wanted to have a wedding. I want all those moments with my family and friends. But my heart is starting to pound and its starting to scare me a little bit.
Has anyone felt so nervous like this and have been ok during the ceremony? I’m not worried about the reception, it’s just that initial walking out and having all eyes on me. I’ve thought about having a glass of wine before we go to the ceremony site (wine is the only thing that keeps me calm) but I don’t want my mother thinking less of me for doing that.
Ugh help me bees!!!