- 5 years ago
I dont know where to put this, so Im gonna put it here. I hope anyone who reads this can offer me advice, words of encouragement, or just anyone to say that they know how I feel. Or someone to tell me to just shut up hah
In 2 weeks my boyfriend and I will be celebrating 4 years together. Were excited and proud of each other for it. I keep telling him how excited I am for this date..trying to hint that I hope it’ll happen and that we’ll celebrate it huge. *hinthint*
Im really hoping and wishing we get engaged…it would be my ideal time frame. However, my gut says its not going to happen and if that doesnt happen I literally dont know what im going to do.
Signs that tells me he’s ready is that he put an offer on this beautiful home, but the people selling it are having a hard time settling on a price. My bf offered them above what it was appraised for, but the family wants to go higher. Anyways, it’ll be a couple months until we get word on it. and that worrys me. My gut says he doesnt even have a ring yet, but heck i dont know..
I want to be engaged so bad. He tells me he wants to marry me, and he says that by being with me this long should mean that we have a future together. But whenever I want to bring marriage talk up he gets grumpy and tells me to stop.
Idk where im going with this. if I dont get engaged in 2 weeks i might lose my shit. Because of being catholic we cant live together and that kills me. as much as i believe in it, its hard. I don’t see him during the week because he works 3rd shift, and we don’t get to text much causehe’s always sleeping. So i only see him on the weekends.
Idk guys im just whining i guess.
My question is this thiugh, what would/or did you do when the special date you thought you were going to get engaged didnt happen? did you flip out? keep calm? cry to him? Maybe i just need to prepare myself how to act ic it doesnt happen that weekend..