- 7 years ago
- Wedding: October 2012
But Fiance is not having it.
Let’s just say that Fiance and I have been through so much these past two years. It’s not affecting our relationship, but it’s affecting our moods, life, etc. We’re sticking together and staying strong, but I am really, really depressed.
I’ve come to realize that no one is ever there for anyone anymore. Only a select few people in our families and when I say few, I mean three or four combined. So now my thought process is “why should I dish out thousands of dollars to have people pretend they care for a night?” Granted I know everyone has their problems and own lives, but I really don’t ever hear from anyone anymore. I’ll try to contact people. I’ll try to make plans. I’ll always check in on people I know that are going through rough situations.
I brought this up with Fiance, but as I mentioned, he’s not having it. He’s saying we are still going to have the wedding at the place we booked and that’s that. He thinks I’ll regret it in the long run, but will I really? Won’t I be saving myself more money and become a lot more stress free? I don’t know. I’m just having a really, really rough week.. which I won’t get into now, but someone needs to throw me a break so I can catch it. 🙁