- 7 years ago
- Wedding: May 2011
As we all know, today was an awful day on the babies board on the hive. Prior to all of the awful news, AF reared her ugly face in my life. I was such a mess this morning, wondering what’s wrong with us, depressed that we cant even try again until after Darling Husband gets home from working offshore in the 2nd week of September. I felt like my world collapsed when I woke up to AF.
And then I saw the heart-wrenching news in the hive today. And not only that , I read the posts from previous moms who had this awful loss. It simply cannot compare to my lame story of trying and trying and trying again and not make a baby. There can just be NOTHING compared to knowing the joy of seeing 2 lines (I have never exprerienced, but hope I get to) and how that feels! And seeing your belly grow, and plan a nursery, etc.
How horrific to have it all, and then lose it. How unimagineable. I am so sorry to all the Bees that have coped with this, as I can not relate. It made me realize how shallow it is to be upset about not conceiving, when there are bees out there that are suffering so much more than me.
So I am humbled, and deeply deeply sorry for your loss, to any of the bees that have had to deal with this tragedy. I will pray for you and your Darling Husband to mend…