- 7 years ago
- Wedding: October 2011
…I have actually been engaged for 4 months now! Time flies!!! We are hoping to get married in October 2011. I can’t make up my mind about ANYTHING right now. Well, that’s not entirely true. I picked my colors and I decided that I want a small wedding. We are considering eloping. I don’t know whether or not I want it to be THAT small. I feel like we are limbo waiting for other things to happen so we know what we are doing. I also feel a lot of pressure (from MYSELF!) to have the kind of wedding that will make people happy. That’s just crazy, because I can’t possibly please everyone. Plus there are some interesting family (and other) dynamics that just make the perfect fairytale setting surrounded by family and friends seem a little unrealistic. 4 months people! It feels like a lifetime and no time at the same time! And 9 months away! That feels like tomorrow almost! I am rambling, I know…
On the bright side, I am SO blessed to have my fiance. He is the perfect man for me and I love him more than I would ever have imagined. At the end of the day, I know that’s what matters most at the end of it all.