I COMPLETELY SCREWED UP

posted 3 years ago in Relationships
Post # 46
Member
1184 posts
Bumble bee

Why did you lie when he confronted you!?!? I mean that was your chance to lay it all out on the table and ask for forgiveness. 

He is understandably hurt and humiliated. Put yourself in his position. Depending on the exact content of the messages he saw, he may forgive you or he may not. 

All I can suggest is give him some time to recover, and then be 100% honest with him. And yourself too, I think you have some growing up to do tbh! 

Post # 47
Member
480 posts
Helper bee

It sounds to me like the relationship you had with your SO was not as satisfying or acceptable as it could be, hence the self-sabotage. I’m not saying that you deliberately ventured into dangerous territory, as you most likely weren’t doing so consciously. But something caused you to throw all caution to the wind, and act in a manner that would ultimately erode your trustworthiness. It’s unfortunate that so many people ended up getting hurt in the process but what’s done is done. At this point, I would accept the end of your relationship as another chapter in the book of lessons learned on honesty, integrity, dignity, and trust; seek counselling for yourself, and move forward as a better person.

Post # 49
Member
1090 posts
Bumble bee
  • Wedding: June 2017

mimibee23 :  Maybe if you both did this to eachother it’s time to move on. I know you love him..but that’s a huge red flag if both of you aren’t willing to committ 100% of the time.

Everyone has their own shit. It’s not a reason to justify cheating..

Post # 50
Member
6834 posts
Busy Beekeeper
  • Wedding: April 2016

mimibee23 :  So you’ve both emotionally cheated on one another, along with a whole plethora of other issues. Bee, it’s time to let this relationship go. It is not good or healthy. It should not be this difficult after only 4 years. Time to move on. 

Post # 51
Member
502 posts
Busy bee
  • Wedding: August 2016

i agree with the PPs – you screwed up and all you can do is be completly honest with him at this point.

i suggest speaking with him and showing him all the conversations you’ve had with X (so he can see that it was not one sided). perhaps offer some explanation of why you emotionally cheated. the explanation will not pardon with mistake but maybe he can get a better understanding of why you did what you did.

you have to be very understanding and patient – if he forgives you, it doesn’t mean your relationship will go back to normal. it would require a lot to rebuild the trust that was lost.

and please, please next time if you experience rough patches in your relationship, do not take comfort with someone else. use that energy to fix your relationship. also, try to be very open with each other about your feelings and your communication- honesty goes a long way in a relationship.

i hope that helps and good luck. i hope that everything works out for the best.

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