- 6 years ago
- Wedding: April 2014
Sorry I get a bit emotional when I start thinking of doing other things other than being a mom.
Dont get me wrong I love my munchkins and wouldnt have it any other way. But I sometimes think about what my life would be like if I hadnt let me then boyfriend persuade me to find a local college over going away to Fashion Merchandising school.
I just cant seem to get back on track..which is why I say “I dont know what I want to be when I grow up”. Now I feel like im too old to START doing anything (im 30)
Im in school for public relations but I think im in school just to be in school right now because I like school.
My previous marriage really took the confidence out of me because he wouldnt let me work or go to school…i let him mold me into the typical stay at home mom military wife role and now that i am long past him and engaged now…I have no idea what I want to do with my life.
Is it too late for me to find my calling? I have a side business as a wedding planner but Im not sure if I love it.
Sorry this was semi long 🙁