- 6 years ago
- Wedding: August 2011
Bees, I feel gross. Right before the wedding (well, from Dec-March haa) I went on a wedding diet and was successful at loosing about 13 lbs. I was super stoked, and at that point, I didn’t need to loose anymore, since my wedding dress was bordering on too big. I maintained that weight, and was super happy.
At this point, I’ll put it out there that I’ve never been a super skinny mini. always around 125lbs but always had a bit of a tummy and love handles.
Anyways, after the wedding/honeymoon I stopped caring, gave up my gym membership, and promptly put on probably 15-20 lbs (I’m afraid to weight myself..last time it was 141lbs.)
I feel gross now. My pants don’t fit, and I’m uncomfortable in the ones that I can get one.
My biggest problem that I think contributes to this is lunch. I have a hard time packing lunch to take with me to work, so I eat out. Mostly it’s subway (veggie sub) but I eat Mcdonald’s FAR too often.
I know a good solution to this would be take left overs from supper, but we don’t cook alot of supper foods at home often as Darling Husband works shift work and isn’t always home. On those days, I’ll make pasta, or chicken fingers/fries for me, but not a big meal to have left overs. Darling Husband is the cook in the family (I hate cooking), so when he’s not home, I don’t really cook at all.
I also feel really bad for Darling Husband. He’s recently lost 30lbs, and is planning to loose a lot more, meanwhile I’m packing on what he’s taking off. It’s not far to him (even though he’s said NOTHING about this at all).
I’ve decided to join the gym again, but I’m so unmotivated to go. When I get home from work, I jsut want to veg out on the couch and watch tv. I don’t want to eat/digest, hange, drive to the gym, workout, come home, shower, and then not have much evening left.
ugh. Any thoughts/suggestions? What do you cooke for supper/take for lunch? How do you motivate yoruself to get to the gym?