- 5 years ago
- Wedding: October 2013
I’ve been engaged since April 1, 2012 and the only things I have booked is the photographer, reception venue. We’re having a 2 day wedding and there is A LOT to do. I am now going FULL force all due to a dream, no, nightmare I had last night.
I dreamt that I was in the basement with my mom working out and Simba called to say they’re on their way. What? Who? Why? It was the day of my wedding. Nothing had been completed, none of our vendors were booked, I couldn’t fit in my white dress, I didn’t purchase a dress for the ceremony. My mom and I were looking around the basement for something to dress it up, we had to make that space work since we didn’t have anything prepared. My dad ran out of the house to buy me something to wear, my brother was ordering pizza so people would have food. I couldn’t believe it, the day was here and we had NOTHING.
After scrambling around the house trying to put something together for this wedding that was supposed to happen right now at that very moment, I just came to a complete stop. I told my mom that I couldn’t marry him like this. Everything was left to me and he thinks he could just show up like this? I left the house, I handed my mom a “dear John” letter to hand to Simba and left.
That’s when I woke up. The whole ride to work I had a very uncomfortable feeling in my stomach. The truth is Simba and I have had a few arguments (mostly me yelling) about him not helping with the process. This is currently not the case. By the time I get to work I have an inbox full of things that he’s found for us. He’s taken a few diy projects home with him to help me with. Right now he’s being perfect. I think this dream might have come from the fact that I’m past the due dates I had set for myself with regards to having all of our vendor’s booked and I don’t feel my weight loss is as speedy as I would like. I’m not going to let this discourage me, because the last thing I want to do is go on a crash diet. Slow and steady wins the race.