- 9 years ago
Tomorrow my boyfriend and I are going away for the weekend. He will be proposing. It’s been a bit of a whirlwind week because his Grandma passed unexpectedely last week when we were supposed to go away, and then he cancelled because he thought I didn’t want to go because I didn’t feel it was the right time (shouldn’t have said anything!), and now it’s back on!
I have dreamed of this day, even though I know many of the details. We planned everything right down to what we would wear, and I did a lot of girly preparation like got my nails done, etc. I hope I have the reaction I have always wanted! We have been dating a year and a half and at four months I told my boyfriend I could see him at the end of the aisle. At the time it freaked him out. He was afraid of committment this summer and we almost broke up but now we are getting engaged! The love has always been there. We love and care so much about each other. He is my best friend.
I haven’t seen the ring since at the store about 2 months ago. There my heart my fluttering! I have always pictured I would cry during the proposal but I am not sure. What if I don’t because I know it’s coming? I want the proposal to feel like it lasts forever, I want to take it all in….