- 7 years ago
- Wedding: October 2011
Just sharing some emotional journey-ness with you all.
Lately I’ve been so caught up in the planning of our wedding, the stress of it, plus worrying about school and other issues. I just haven’t thought about the happiness coming along with the wedding, and have lost all of the excitement about being engaged and everything.
But just now, after posting a post about my dress, wanting to see other dresses (here:
I just had a flood of emotions come over me, emotions of happiness and joy, and tears of overwhelming-ness, but not bad overwhelmingness. The overwhelming feeling of being married, and getting to walk down the aisle to my wonderful fiance, and getting to wear a GORGEOUS dress and have all eyes on me, and getting to spend good quality, MUCH NEEDED time with my FH on our honeymoon, and spending the rest of my life with this man, and having his last name, all of those things that we often forget about when planning the actual wedding.
And on another note, I’ve been in the mood more, which means he’s been getting more, which means we’re both happier and more connected, which has made things SO much better. I had posted a while ago that my pill has affected my sex drive and how me and my Fiance just haven’t been having problems with our declining sex life, but lately I just have had a change of mind and feeling I guess, and I’ve been wanting that closeness. So even if this part has been a little Too Much Information (haha), I’m just so beyond relieved and happy that we have been able to get back to that place.
And with that^ underway, this has made him a lot less irrtable, and a lot more sweet. Not that he wasn’t sweet before, but he just doesn’t complain as much. haha Anyway, I know I got off topic a bit, but I’m just SO HAPPY right now! I’m so excited to marry my Fiance and I’m getting super anxious and excited about the big day. As I look at my check-off list, things keep getting checked off right after another, things are getting paid for by my mom, more than I ever thought would, and I’m just so relieved and happy and excited and AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! 😀
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK! I CAN’T WAIT! I can’t wait to see my Fiance at the end of the aisle in his super sexy tux and I can’t wait to say I do then go off on our amazing honeymoon! I just cant wait! :’D
Okay, I’ll shut up now. lol!