Post # 1
I lost our baby today.
I just got back from the ER. After starting to bleed tonight, I went to the ER, mainly just to confirm the m/c. They did a beta and I had dropped to an hcg of 3. I’ve had heavy cramping and a lot of bleeding since.
To see “pregnant” on that digital test was the best feeling in the world to me. Honestly, probably higher than the feeling of saying my vows to my wonderful husband. I thought my life was complete.
To have it ripped from me is more than I ever thought I could take. I am just…beyond devastated. I honestly want to just die right now. I am so mad at my body for failing our baby. I am so mad that I waited as long as I did, just to lose it all.
I’m probably going to take some time to myself to heal. This has been the hardest thing that I’ve ever had to deal with. I honestly don’t know how I will actually come to terms with it.
My husbnd and I are both beside ourselves.
Post # 3
Oh honey. I’m so sorry. I don’t even know what to say. I’m just so so so so so sorry. ((((((hugs)))))))
Post # 4
I am so sorry! My heart goes out for you right now! ((((((hugs))))))
Post # 5
((HUGS)) I am so sorry hun. Wish there was more I could say, but I will keep you in our thoughts.
Post # 6
Oh, honey. I’m so sorry. I know this has to be impossibly sad for you, and I’m so sorry that you and your husband have to go through this. I wish there were something that we could do to help ease your hurting hearts.
That being said, please don’t despair. This wasn’t your fault. And this isn’t the end of the line for you. One day, after you’ve taken the right amount of time to grieve your loss, there will be time for other babies. They won’t replace this one – the one that made you feel so happy to be a mom for the first time – but you’ll have them. I’m glad that you and your husband have each other to lean on. Support each other in this time, and you’ll come through it.
Post # 7
No. No no no no no. Honey, I am so heartbroken for you. I am so, so sorry. There are no words that can make this better. It is an unfair, terrible, soul-shattering thing. You know where I am if you need to talk about it. Take all the time in the world that you need to heal. We love you! *hugs*
Post # 8
so sorry to hear this… thoughts with you and your family
Post # 9
I’m so sorry, jholler! This recently happened to my sister, and I think I never understood how devastating miscarriages are until we lost Baby Bean. Don’t hesitate to talk about it to the supportive people in your life, they love you and even if they don’t understand your pain, they want to help you heal. 🙁
I’m so, so sorry again :(.
Post # 10
I’m so so sorry to hear that, I will be praying for you and your husband. =[
Post # 11
So very sorry. ((((HUGS))))
Post # 12
I am so so so sorry for you and your husband…I have no words for your loss. You guys are in my thoughts….(((hugs)))
Post # 13
I really can’t believe it and I’m so so sorry. Take all the time you need, but know that we are here.
Post # 15
Aww I am soooooooooooo sorry to hear this. My thoughts are with you and your DH. Please know that all of us on the bee are here for you. Hugs!