The thought has crossed my mind, though due to the financial blow, I can’t afford it right now. Luckily, where I moved has two dogs so I do have two extra furbabies to love on =)
Awww Simbaaaa!!!! I totally know that…I dk…they know when they intuitively know I’m in emotional need…Ali was VERY good at that. When her sister (the dog I have) was in the hospital, she just was so…my rock. I dk how else to describe her!
That must have been so hard =( I’m so sorry =( I can relate to your story because you could have provided a happy home for you dog, it’s not like you were moving into an apartment or couldn’t afford him anymore, it was just that you HAD to give him up. Like, I HAD to give Ali up. I could provide her the best life here, but I have to give her up =( And that is so hard =(
I pray every day that he will wake up and realize that he being gone three days per week will be too difficult and he will return her to me. I can only hope =( You are right though, this is just a part of my healing and I absolutely needed to go through it. Ha, I looked pretty funny at work yesterday with swollen, bloodshot eyes tho 😉 Oh well, it really needed to happen. It was long overdue. It’s been almost a month since the separation and two since thngs started falling apart and I’ve hardly shed a tear, you know?
Definitely part of my plan when I’ve recovered financially. It’s so tough cuz my little dog isn’t very social and she got along SO well with my lab…but I will make it work =/
I totally agree and see that now, I need to stop suppressing the crying otherwise it turns into a ridiculous cry fest like yesterday where I’m in mass hysteria, lol.
I was trying so hard not to lose it that I couldn’t even explain it to her…so she was just left with questions…lol…the poor cashier…she will never know. Maybe I should go in today when I have my head on straight and explain myself. =/ ha
I’m scared that updates/pictures may hurt more than help…We are on speaking terms now, so I could, but I don’t know how I would react to pictures….I’ve thought about it a lot…Hmm…
I definitely will. I Keep thinking of you guys with all your pups and would love to have a few little dogs like that some day!
I’m thinking about putting all of her pictures in a separate folder so I can not be blindsided when I am looking for another picture… (I have like 10,000 pictures on my computer lol, mostly of the dogs, yes, I’m THAT mom lol)… It’s so reassuring that someone else has a snotty-cryfest like I did…man it was ugly…my eyes are so swollen today….trying not to think about it today!
Visitation it a good idea…though I’d be worried about seeing him AND seeing her again…Every time I leave her I would be so sad… but at the same time it could ease the pain knowing I could see her again. Very good idea!
Thank you everyone….you lifted me out of a very dark, deep hysteria yesterday… I am feeling MUCH better today…swollen eyelids and all. Man, I lost it yesterday. Lost it. =/ But it was much needed.