- 7 years ago
- Wedding: May 2012
I posted awhile ago that due to medical reasons, we may have to do a quick Justice of the Peace wedding so I can go on my FH insurance to allow me to have surgery.
After a crazy week of looking into every option available, we came to the conclusion we have no option but to get married. Last Friday we got our marriage license and next Friday, at 2:30pm (EST) we will be getting married in front of a local judge.
I ordered a dress (a champagne, knee length, simple dress) and made an appointment to have my hair done (just curled and simple) as well as my makeup.
We are going to get rings this weekend.
I should be SO excited to be marrying my best friend, even though it is sooner than we planned, but I am heartbroken. We aren’t telling anyone other than our parents, and of course you as part of my family here at WeddingBee, but I am terrified it is going to change the way I feel on our Wedding Day in Sept. of 2012. I have always dreamt of that day and I am scared to death it won’t feel the way it should and I won’t get all of the excited feelings a Bride should have.
After the ceremony next Friday, we are having an early dinner with our parents (for the record, this will be the first time our parents meet which also breaks my heart) and then heading up to Scranton, PA for my cousin’s wedding weekend. I am afraid I will be so emotional all weekend.
I just need your love and support right now, Hive. I know I’m probably crazy for the way I feel. I should be thankful my FH is such an amazing man he decided to do this for me so I can have surgery. I should be thankful I have this option. Instead, I find myself tearing up every time I think about it.
The dress I ordered should be here any minute and I hope that will change the way i feel.
I thank you all for the love and support you have shown me and will continue to show. It makes this all that much easier for me. I hope to have the opportunity to share next Friday with you as well as all of the planning and the “real” wedding that will follow.
Did any of you go through this or a similar situation? Am I crazy for being sad? Advice?