- 7 years ago
So, I have been writing a few posts, being here and there with you fellow bees, I can see alot of support between gals, and I think I need someone to talk to regarding this!
I really think that alot of you bees are so talented and smart! I find all my inspiration, and well, I must just say it as it is!
One day I want blue, the other red a
I thought I had everything set, colourtheme, dress, food, EVERYTHING! And we have one year left. And while I am surfing the net, I see all the pretty venues, beautiful receptions and I feel really overwhelmed at times! My bf feels really sorry for me, he keeps encouraging me on finding what I really want to have on my wedding, and he will follow through, in that way it’s great! Whatever I decide feels like it wouldn’t suit me, it’s too “grandma” looking, and well.. Just not good enough 🙁
nd black, another day, champagne!! BAHH I am going crazy!! Can’t decide on any dress, no flowers, not even invitations. I do grahpic design for a hobby and I got an anxiety attack and threw all (45 invitations) handmade in the trash and hated them, I felt they weren’t good enough! It feels like everything needs to be the most perfect, flawless things ever. I need favours, flowers, perfect dress, perfect food, everything perfect, and for now, I feel everything is coming over me, and I don’t really know how to handle it.
It’s just killing the whole happy “weddingbliss” I was hoping would last, but all this wedding stuff is just killing me!! If I chose a dress, colourtheme, whatever, I am scared of regretting it and freaking out! I always think there is something better somewhere else!!
So. Fella bees, do you have any ideas, support, have you been/felt what I am going through, there must be someone else here that can relate.. and to make things worse, I feel so much stress of losing weight and looking pretty!! HEELLP!! :I don’t know what to do, I think I am freaking out!!!