- 10 years ago
So I created an account because I think I’m going to be engaged…very soon! As in.. next week! My dream venue is having an open house next weekend (21st) and BF knows how important it is that I go. I have wanted to go since I heard about it..and especially since they only do it twice a year!! We have been talking about getting married for a looong time and VERY seriously talking about it for 4 months. I thought he forgot about the open house…and honestly, I wasn’t going to push him…. so I was so happy when he told me today that he hasn’t forgotten and that he has everything “set up.” and he wont break his promise (he originally promised we’d be engaged by then so I could go and not be the awkward single girl checking out a wedding venue..haha)
I know he purchased the ring already and although I have an idea of what it looks like, I literally cannot wait to see it..I know it’s 2ct total with a >1ct center round stone (VS2 G), and it’s platinum… I just cannot wait to see it!!! I never thought I would ever have such a beautiful ring.. I have been treated terribly by boyfriends in the past.. I honestly never thought I would ever get married. I mean, I’m not terrible looking, I’m 25, have had a really interesting and blessed life.. I don’t know. I just didn’t think I’d ever get married?? Does anyone else feel that way? It feels very surreal like I cannot believe I’m actually going to do the “normal” thing and actually get ENGAGED. Even though this summer will mark 2.5 years with BF, and we pretty much knew 3 months in we were going to be together forever.. I still cannot believe it. This is so AWESOME!
I am SO excited. I love him SO much. He is literally the best person for me and I cannot wait to be his wife!
I’ll be sure to post when he asks.. I’m thinking it’ll be the 18th (Wednesday) because the 18th (and 8th in general) is a special date for us. I also think he is going to do it in a hot air balloon which makes me cringe but I didn’t want to shoot down this idea.. (I get terrible anxiety and can be super awkward when I’m nervous + hot air balloon = sounds like it’ll be a hot mess…) I could be completely wrong he just said something about it the other day.. “Do you want to go on a hot air balloon ride?” and I was like ..shit i think he’s thinks he’s being sly but he’s totally trying to get ideas on how to ask.. sooo I’m all “ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm…. IDK, anyway what’s for dinner?” and that was the end of that. It was just random. Now I’m nervous he’s going to ask in a hot air balloon and I’m going to fall out.
Okay thanks for listening!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!