- 6 years ago
- Wedding: May 2015
my SO and I picked our e ring together so I know exactly what I’ll be getting… I helped him pick out our ring because he wants me to absolutely love my ring. I know that kind of ruined some element of the surprise, but thats what we decided to do.
He has been saying that he wants to take my parents for lunch or dinner before the new year so I’m guessing he plans to propose before the new year.
my SO told me that we have been invited to his work friends wedding on Christmas Day (at night) and I didn’t think much of it. The next day I thought WHAT IF he’s going to propose on Christmas because the 25th is our special date (we met on the 25th and we have always said happy 25th to each other every month since we met. but then he has been talking about the wedding, wedding this wedding that. I was so convinced that there is going to be a wedding so I told myself There isn’t going to be any proposal yet.
Yesterday I checked his email, I wasn’t snooping at his things, we have access to each other’s everything and he asked me to check our account to track some perfumes we bought. I saw an email confirmation for dinner for 2 at a top expensive hotel, guess when?! on Christmas!. Now a part of me is saying maybe there is going to be a wedding there, the other part is saying there is going to be a proposal. And if so, I’m kind of sad that I ruined it for him and myself by seeing that email. I haven’t said a single to him about this.
Sorry I just needed to let that out.