- 9 years ago
Bees, I appreciate all of the advice and support–I appreciate it more than you ladies know. I really want to avoid any drama, so I haven’t told him just yet. I’m still thinking about whether to tell him prior to his departure. People can definitely suprise you with their reactions.
Arachna You definitely touched on a point of emotion for me. After putting in so much effort and waiting only to be led on and jerked around repeatedly, I just have a hard time with the emotions tied to the situation. It is hard not to think of all of the rough patches and hurt after everything. For every one thing I posted, there are several incidents that I’ve never spoken about with anyone. I feel like there is just too much baggage to be able to revive this relationship. That should never be the case.
I’m going out of town for a couple of days (to a wedding–ha!) and he won’t be going with me. I’m looking forward to having a moment to think, althought that seems to be the only thing that I do lately. I have to figure something out. I’ll update at some point. Wish me luck.